Everything so blurry...

Dear readers,

hey guys! hurm..nahh..nothing much to say.today was a fine day.just lepak at library until evening and on9 jerrkk..! hihi..

my head was still spinning around and messy..but dh lega skit..coz a few frens advise me..jgn dok fikir2 sgt..if u really2 sayang him..just wait and be patient! sabar uolss..

thanx to my frens who really care about me and listen my rship problem..thanx for the advice..yelaaa i pun rasa..just gv him time to overcome his problem..love need sacrifice!

tp cm ala2 ade certain things jugak yg ganggu my life..actually bukan ganggu la..muncul!!
ayooo..sapa kah! mr.A juggakk ke??
Huruf 'A' lagikk..sapa itu? xnak la ckp! rahsia!..yg agak ala2 i ske la...ayyyooo!! enough! j.lo skit!...let it be secret!...

biar rasa ala2 episode br gossip girl..ada pendatang br!!..

just wait...xde apa2 laaa...ayoo! nothing! seriusly!

have fun!! :)

Johan[thats hot].

Miss Rihanna..

Goshh i just watched Rihanna new video! its awesome...i really like it and the song so nice! kelopak jantung cm xdgr jee..lain la umbrella kan...
really like the new rihanna single!



Rihanna-Take A Bow..
Oh
How 'bout a round of applause?
Yeah
Standin ovation
Ohwoah Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

Grab your clothes and get gone.
You better hurry up,
Before the sprinklers come on.
Talkin 'bout,
'Girl I love you, you're the one.'
This just looks like a rerun.
Please.
What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not.
Baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught.

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

And the award for the best lie goes to you!
For makin' me believe
That you could be faithful to me.
Let's hear your speech.

How 'bout a round of applause?
Standin' ovation


Johan[thats hot].

Mr.Comel

Penn Badgley as Dan Humphrey stars in GOSSIP GIRL

Comel sgttttt...omg! i mcm xtahan tgk dia nie.. i really like him! he is so cute! when the first time i saw him in the movie 'john tucker must die' xderlaa can do sgt...tp when he started acting in Gossip Girl .. gosh i terus terpikat.i really like all about him in this series.he is so perfect. why i like him??
bcoz dia comel..his character..he is so protactive ,supportive,caring, relax (but not tooo relax),he betul2 sayang his girlfriend which is serena..

i always admire his character...n i wish i can get someone like him...i wish jer..

Miss Blair n my baby..

budak comel

mr.nate with my baby

Johan[thats hot].

xoxoGossipGirlxoxo

boring...

yeah.what a boring day.hari ni i woke up late ke class..dhla kena sound dgn ms.cat..sbb slalu dtg lmbt..dia ingt apa? i saje dtg lewat? dh kata kena tggu train..klu train menepati waktu xper...whateverla..

btw..i just finish dlowd the new episode of Gossip Girl yg ke-14... goshh..lama i tggu..akhirnye ada jugak..this new eps.mmg gempak!..new bitches! new drama! new actor! like it!

watching gossip girl guna laptop je.

kenapa la kan Dan Humphrey tu cm comel sgt?? anyone boleh explain to me?? well really enjoy this episode!

nate..serena and my baby... ;)

nottie chuck n i... hehe..

yay! balik kg!

Oleh kerana dah xtau nk wat pe kt kl ni during last weeknd! apa lg i trus laa terfikir ..hurm..baik aku balik sban!
tanpa melengahkan masa..trus pack my beg n balik sban.dgn menaiki komuter!..
dpt la jumpa my mom kan! n makan masakan dia! yg dh lama x rase semua itu!....

muka aku cm laha..alaa..blik sban jer..dlm kmtr.

Johan[thats hot].

Migrain dibuatnye!

dear readers!!

hurm..since thursday i mcm dah ala2 pening kepala n tension..something a bit bad happend to me..my relationship.i dont know where my rship are heading to..kadang2 mcm malas la nk bercintan2 nie..


sesetgh org mengatakan cinta ini tidak indah spt yg dijangakan...its true.i 100% agree..
what do u want in love?
kita slalu terfikir..ketika keseorgan..kan best..ade lover dtg skang ajak mkn..kan best if ada lover skang call i ckp 'i miss you' ..kan best ada lover yg betul2 take care kan kita..


tp kan..i dont think so...from my experience itu hanyala sementara..
kadang2 i mcm tension kenapala sesetgh org tu happy ketika bercinta..i tau..ada masanye gaduh or problem tp they still can manage n selamatkan rship itu jika mereka benar2 sayang each other..

tpkan dlm dunia ni..bukan senang nk cari org yg betul2 kita suka..and dia sgt2 sayang kt kita..selain family laa..i wonder who is he..??

btw.i ada masalh in rship right now.i xtau nk buat apa dah.just follow the flows and terus berharapp......



Johan[thats hot].

lunch with mr.zarim.

Mr.Zarim and i..

Hey uolss...

Sorry laa..lama dah xupdate..busy skit with some stuff to do..hurm..well..last saturday i went out with my bro yg kecil2 cili padi..hehe..he called me in the afternoon..n asked me out for lunch..kitaorg pun dah lama x jumpa..so xde apa nk buat..lepak la dgn dia..

weols. dinner at burger king ss15 je..dkt dgn my house..we lepak2..borak pasal life..love..and also his trip to bangkok!.ayoo..heaven la dia kan..rambang mata katanye...dh kata taste kt chinese..heheh..

then..we ceritala everything.he is really good to me.dia sgt baik.i kenal dia dh lama since last raya 2007...we mmg rapat and respect each other.nothing happend that day ok!

he always guide me for life and advise me.thank you Mr.Zarim...! just friendly lunch meet!..awas!

Nanti we lepak together again k~


Johan[thats hot].

KLCC lagikk...

klcc lagikk...

hihi...jgn la jeles uols..haha..hari ni kan i habis class awal..so mcm xtau nk buat apa..spt yg di rancang..i ajak ass n kem teman i pg klcc tgk movie! We decided to watch LOVE.. yay~ akhirnye penantian tggu movie ni di rilis di kl..sampai jua.. sampai2 klcc je trus mkn k..mcm lapar sgt..sbb i x lunch lg..td tertdo kt bilik..itupun terjaga sbb phone call smone..hihi..

Poster LOVE kt Tgv klcc..

before the movie start

Lepas mkn weols semua trus laa beli ticket cter tuhh..pkul 5.50pm..sementara tggu movie weols..ronda2 tgk kedai yg menarik.. well bout the movie..hurmm..It's quite bored...Compare to CINTA versi Msian... I ske CINTA lg...jalan cerita lg jelas n padat..

Jln2..PRADA? hell no! duit xde maa...

yg LOVE ni...dia ubah2 skit...ade tambahan watak Laudya chinta bella n irwansyah...iaitu ttg couple yg partner ppuan nye mati sbb breast cancer..awas ye!! bahaya! xdela menarik sgt...biasa jer.. overall the movie biasa jer..menariklaa.. after that weols jln2..ronda2 tgk la..

3 of us..mirror on the wall who the fairest of them all?? ;p

goshh..i saw this Calvin Klein sling beg..cm cantikkk sgttt...tp mahal la..so tgk jer.. lgpun i just bought new beg pun...hihi..

Cantik nye beg CK ni..rm599! ade sapa2 nk belanja?

After ronda2 semua kedai ..weols pun rasa ala2 perut berbunyi kan..time to dinner! yes..hurm..gosh! nk decide mkn kt mana pun mcm decide nk kawen ke x..so...at last oleh kerana financial tidak mengizinkan...so mkn di mana yer?

johan&ass..after dinner!

with kem..fcuk u? euwww...nyiah!

teka! teka! Food Court! laa..jgnlaa kutuk uolss..xde duit laa....! hihi..apapun..i had really fun td...Thanx ass n kem sbb teman i!...love n hate ya!

johan.ass.kem ;p

Johan[thats hot].

Love like this...

Dear readers..!!

omg! hari ni sgt tension yer...dah la bgn lmbt..class start at 8am..i smpai pkul 8.40am yerr..ayoo! takutnye mengamuk lecturer i..tp nk buat cmane buat muka bodo sudahhh...asalkan dtg kann..hurm..btw hari ni class ade presentation..hurm..semua dh ready..tp kan..nak tau x?? presentation di

cancel kan yer..emosi x? terganggu yer selama 5minit..penatlaa i edit video smlm..haiyyooo..xjadi..di postpon next week..oklaa..ade la extra nk tmbhkn.
when the class finish at 10am..i trus balik sbb dh habis class..hurm..what was attract my eyes was this scene..dlm komuter masa dlm otw balik...hurm...trus terfikir & terkenang yer uolss..
1 word je..! Romantic bangettt...!!

holding hands but still reading..

mcm xperlu nk hadap muka ,they still doing their on work but STILL.. still yer uolss..i repeat.. holding each other hands.. sgt2 la..i ske tgk..i wish that can happend to me...dahla this week mcm emosi ala2 terganggu ..hurm..what to do kan..sabar sajorrr...


dah la muka bf cando..lg la best..hihi..

Well..uols..every couple have thier own way to show love...So kpd uols..yg ada couple...br bercinta..lama bercinta..just show ur love..dont be shy or afraid..klu x melepas uolss..love them wisely.. n have fun!

Johan[thats hot].

Nice picture attachment!

Jakarta!!

Just now i open my e-mail suddenly tgk ada msg baru..my 4th sister attached her holiday pics at jakarta! basically visited my 3rd sister kt sana sambil2 tu cari kain kawen..sbb dia nk kawen bln 8 tahun nie..cmbest je trip dia...makan hati tgk..

Kaktih & kakcik kt mana tah.. :p



kakcik smiles in car

My bro-in law, Rizal.,kaktih,kakcik tgh dukung our niece 'Tanisha'!


kaktih,tanisha and kakcik.

Two lovely sister!

Terpisah jua...

2006, famous giler group ni yg dipanggil 'Ratu' yg berasal dr Indonesia..yg meletup dgn lagu Teman Tapi Mesra yg kini akhirnye mereka berpisah... But now they are back with solo career dimana lagu2 mereka masing2 meletop ok! I have 2 favourite songs from their solo album! sangat2 best and bermakna..

But i Love mulan jameela's single more!..so uolss try la download or beli cd diaorg..xkisahlaa original ke x..sbb i beli yg cetak rompak sajorrrkk...hihih..


This song is actually what i felt sejak akhir2 nie..maksud yg tersirat..

Bukannya Aku Takut by Mulan Jameela
ku tak peduli
bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
ku tak peduli
ku memang begini
bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
ku tak peduli
apa saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela

reff:
bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku
kau takkan mengerti
yang selama ini aku rasakan, pasti
kau tak peduli
bila saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela

Maia feat. Maychan - Ingat Kamu

Apakah Ini Namanya Cinta
Begitu Membingungkan
Aku Ini Sedang Jatuh Cinta
Kutanyakan Mengapa Hatiku Resah
Hatiku Gundah Semuanya Jadi Serba Salah

Aku Mau Makan Kuingat Kamu
Aku Mau Tidur Juga Kuingat Kamu
Aku Mau Pergi Kuingat Kamu
Ooo Cinta Mengapa Semua Serba Kamu

Aku Sedang Bingung Kuingat Kamu
Aku Sedang Sedih Juga Ingat Kamu
Aku Sedang Bosan Kuingat Kamu
Ooo Cinta Inikah Bila Ku Jatuh
Jatuh Cinta ...

Semua Tertawa Lihat Tingkahku
Menjadi Tak Menentu
Ini Salah Begitu Pun Salah
Kutanyakan Mengapa
Hatiku Resah, Hatiku Gundah
Semuanya Jadi Serba Salah

Aku Mau Makan Kuingat Kamu
Aku Mau Tidur Juga Kuingat Kamu
Aku Mau Pergi Kuingat Kamu
Ooo Cinta Mengapa Semua Serba Kamu

Sapa suka shopping??

Inilah baju ku itu ketika sdg dgr lecture

Shop till u drop!?

Uolss..today was a boring day kt class..dah la class msian studies pagi2 buta...yg si lecturer sibuk laa dok lecture selama 2 1/3jam ye uolss..lama giler..
tp nasib baik dia baik..kasi dismissed awal..

tp yg menariknye hari ni ke class memakai T-shirt br yg ber'slogan' katanye..hehe..suka! suka!
pecah lobangkan..g class..
mana tak nya dah kata pkai fit dengan tentera slogan 'Shopping is my hobby' ..x ke menarik dan very attractive uolss slogan tu?? hihih...mamposs org nk ckp apa..yg penting duit aku...


Johan[thats hot].

Wendy's ..baby!!

'Wendy's' dr arah luar kt sunway pyramid

hey uolss...

Today , nisa dgn i pergi lunch kt 'Wendy's' ..actually i xtau yg wendy's ni dah bukak! tgh dok jalan2 and pusing2 ternampak yg wendy's ni dah bukak..ayoo!! haruss cuba ok! dgn gigihnye trus ke atm bank cucuk duit lg....pergi mkn kt sini... xderlaa mahal sgt if compare to Carl's jr. harga dia sama lebih kurang mcm burger king...tp burger dia mcm ala2 sedang2 saje size nye...

this is my meal! simple jerr..

Overall,the burger was nice...tp yg paling best frosty dia...goshh sedap sgt..and the price is so cheap! Rm1.99 jerr..

ni laaa 'Frosty' yg i maksudkan..sedapp kann...

burger! so deliciousssss....

dulu i pernah mkn benda ni kt jakarta dulu...about last year! mmg best!... Menurut my sister la kan..dulu2 kt kl ni dah ade Wendy's then tutup..dont know why..maybe x laku kottt...skang dh bukak balik kt sunway pyramid ..hurmm kauuu..! berduyun org dtg yerr... So uolss..pergila try mkn kt sini..happy trying!


Johan[thats hot].

Jom main 'Congkak'....

Poster filem cam laha sket..

hikss...hari ni kan..semasa menunggu class seterusnye iaitu pkul 3ptg..my friend NISA ade ke mengeluarkan idea utk pergi lepak ke Sunway Pyramid ..ayoo! melayang duit aku..baik dok library on9 ym kann..tp apakan daya betina ni yg nk belanja..oklaaa...pergi je la..naik cab pun dibayar nyee..hikss..adik2 mmg kuat speedo!

Nisa dgn i after tgk movie

Sampai je kt pyramid..weols pergi beli ticket movie..tgk cter Congkak..hurm..its a good movie..jalan cerita pun bagus..xlambat..the color pun berkualiti..agak seram jugak..the effect excellent..

Lakonan Nanu and kedua2 anak ppuan dia tuh bagus..esp masa scene kena rasuk..bagus sgt!..real la...sebab diaorg tu muka2 baru...overall it was an excellent movie! So,sapa2 yg ragu2 nk tgk ke x,terfkir cm KG or takut ke movie nie...better go and watch! puas hati laa...

Anyway,thank you so much Nisa sebab belanja i movie nie! ;)


Johan [thats hot].

Creative nyee...!

Hasil karya Sarah...

Wow! ala2 kylie minogue sgttt... when i just reached the class this morning..my eyes are been attract to this drawing.. Cantik bangett.. this lukisan adalah hasil karya my 'emo' classmate sarah.. this drawing is actually for our lecturer 'Ms.Catherine'..as a memorable laa katanye...each student kena tulis kata2 yg menarik..bodek sgtt kan..Well sarah cantik banget lukisan lorhh...lukisan tu mengandungi setiap character weolls..dlm class..nice job babe!

Johan [thats hot].

Reading@morning!

hey Readers!
hari ni agak lmbt yer mengepostkan buletin! hikss..goshh tertdo ok! dr ptg..so tired and penat sgt! well,today i ada class pagi.minggu ni jadual class cm sial skit..semua class start at 8am! terpaksa la i mengigihkan diri bangun pagi pergi class..kalau x haiyoo! 0=attandance i..so pergi je la..masa otw nk ke class harusla kan i naik komuter a.k.a lembap hanjing hari2..i sampai awal kt kmter station.tp terpaksala tggu train tu yg slow..

Keadaan komuter pagi2..yg lembap mcm hanjs!

while waiting for the train kan,terfikir la something...eh,why ar while waiting for the train why can't i read anything??? tiba2 pulak soalan tu terkuar dr otak i...this is becoz i saw few people kt kmtr tu yg reading some stuff...esp: newspaper..klu for me,as a lazy ppl..hiks..i lebih suka dgr mp3 from my phones masa tgh tggu train..rata2 org kt kl ni mmg ramai yg suka membaca newspaper pg2..actually that's really good and u'll be a knowledgable person..

akak badan laki suka nie..teliti baca paper...bagus2..pagi2..

as example la kan..if u mcm malas la nk baca benda2 serious dlm newspaper tuh..baca la ruangan yg uols suka kan...but sometimes the serious news ada jugak yg menarik..like i, i ske mcm baca pasal murder and sometimes politic..ayoii!! (betol ke nie.??) hikss...yer...sungguh!..

'the star' newspaper...

well ,actually its depends to each individual, what to read! but baca la newspaper..xkisahla in any language..but i suggest baca la the star ..its really good for ur ownself! coz its english! and the contents are really attractive..


Johan [thats hot].

Good Luck Mak Hayam!

Good Luck!? kepada izzat a.k.a mak hayam and the xoxoNudivas (katanyeee..) for the final exams starts today!!

Hope uols can get a really good results! yukkk..keputusan enak banget dehh!

Tahniah!!!

hikhikhik...mesti uols semua terkejut kan? napa pic mamat ni terpampang besar kt sini! hikss..
anyway ,tahniah farhan! for making me tiba2 nk buat blog! As i said hari tu kan, i mmg suka baca blog but nk buat malas..bukan apa..xde camera bermutu tinggi..yelaa..bloggers kan suka letak2 pic kt blog dey'all...

thanx again dear! for changed my mind to making up this blog! and tunjuk ajar! Ni haa...nk cerita skit history farhan neyyy..!

• dentistry student, Universitas Padjadjaran,Bandung. (meletop ok..)
• Very nice friend.
• kenal dia through ms gakk..tp dah lama..we're close..
• A good listener!
  

Thank you,farhan !


Johan [that's hot].

Love..it's all about love...

I'm waiting to watch this movie...mesti best..diaorg tiru our Msian movie 'CINTA'...well we see nanti which one is better!...this movie out next week in kl...24April...x sabar nk tgk!

SEMPURNA..!!

Heheh..budak comel gave this song to me!..best meaning of the song..tp betul ke sempurna..
comel,dlm dunia ni mana ada sempurna! hiks..whatever la..yg penting lagu ni best!





ANDRA & THE BACKBONE-SEMPURNA.

Kau begitu sempurna,
Dimataku kau begitu indah,
Kau membuat diriku
Akan slalu memujamu
Disetiap langkahku
Kukan selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darah ku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku kau begitu....
Sempurna.... sempurna....


Johan [that's hot].

That's hot..that's hot..that's really hot...

Happy day for everyone! hurm..nope.i'm not happy today.oklaa half ok..half x ok lgsung!..tp yg penting smlm aktiviti biasa ke klcc! like always la kan ass...xkan la nk terperuk kt bilik kuapoted dgn bau kucing x sihatoted kan!...so we bangun dgn sgt lmbt at 3pm ok! 3pm! lambat giler..
so we siap2..n then pergilaa naik kmtr yg panas cm celaka..sampai lembap nk mampos! tp sabar je laa..kerana kegigihan kan! pergi jelaa..tgk movie yg latest! Definitely.Maybe.


ok! the movie was great! lain drpd yg lain.ingtkan mcm about 3 girls to be choose out as a new mother to the anak bdak 'little miss sunshine' tu..rupanye..

cerita dlm satu mlm utk meneka sapa mak dia!..kaedahnye ayah dia ni dulu masa zaman muda2 playboy!...hiks..dah kata muka can do kan!...so xleh nk salahkan dia...

after tgk movie..pergila round2 cm xde kerja..satu klcc kan..padahal exam nk dekat esp ass kan!..final 15may! hihih..tp nk bukak buku HARAM!...

at last terhabis la duit i dgn membeli sebuah beg baru 'zara' utk menggantikan beg 'topman' yg dulu...yg sungguh xtahan ok!...jgn la beli beg topman.cepat rosak.habis duit je!

VS

oF course i prefer zara! tp for mcm tshirt n jeans ,'topman' lg melets kot!..entah la depends!..yg pasti beg 'topman' xtahan!!...


Johan [that's hot].

Red-delicious

Yay! At last i dapat la nk buat account blog nie..Dont know why terasa nk buat..coz before this i like to view people's blog.like to read their journey,crazy,fun,exciting and also sad stuff...This year i'm getting older..tp xlah tua mana pun..20 je baru..ahaks!..adik2 lg... :) but many moments i've been through..Esp with my family and friends..

ok.whatever.move on..i'm currently studying in Taylor's College,Pj..best sgt study kt sini.its really mengubah hidup i..last year was a mess..tp ade jugak yg best laa! hihih...shopping je memanjang..kuar sana sini..hikhik..tp this year was really good for me.. i have my friends around,new cool friends, and 'someone' new!..hihih..




hurm! i have to share this..that i rasa la kan mmg hidup i ni been colorful by my friends! diaorg laa yang buat i gelak,SENTAPPP(adik2 mmg kuat sentap),mengutuk,ngumpat,cerca! tp best! we're still friends!



but remember friends always come and go! So just appreciated them when they r around!
Love and hate my friends a lot!


Johan [that's hot].